Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Back to life

A short getaway with my sisters the past days had really energized me.
I can forget about the damn work for a while. If only it meant forever.
I was looking forward to this trip, hoping when I returned, I would receive good news.

BUT What did i get? "rejection, Unsuccessful, In Process And Kept for future reference"

I cant tell how much weary it was to be kept waiting. I thought I could endure few months more, but after the appraisal, 2nd year no increment and pathetic bonus, no reason to stay longer.

I had never felt so heavy leaving home to office.
Never felt so lazy to wake up to get ready for work.
Never had so much hatred to see my superior.

Its the little things that make it happen.
So particular, so fussy and so mindful over minor things that I feel that I'm a child once again.

Treat me like what you want others to treat you. Is it so hard for a mother of 3 like you???