#564

I cant seem to twit. it always hang!

First class of HRE module today - I was sceptical at first, began to have doubts that I may had made the wrong choice of my elective. The sight of the lecturer scared me, he looked stern and unfriendly.

Oh boy, I was so wrong! I had the best laughter and time seemed to pass so fast...3 hours was like 30 minutes....even the lecturer was asking me why I giggled so much!

Other great thing was he would focus more on exams, making sure we excel by focusing more on the mid test and final exams strategy. Unlike my other core modules, where we were left on our own to find ways to attempt the examinations. He mentioned that this module had the highest passing rate and he'll make sure our batch to excel like wise.

CFA's team work is facing crisis...4 out of 6 are working so hard while the 2 are no where to be found....all they did - ordering us around....my! so unfair!

#563 Salam Lebaran

Its the 3rd day of Eid.
Whats so special about this year? Well, cousins who have shunned us for almost a decade humbled themselves to our home yesterday. Ironically after their mum had gone to be with HIM, they've decided to step their feet into our home.

Ego aside, I think my late aunt would be very glad had they decided not to ignore us when she was still around. To make story short, they've realised its pointless to dwell into things which will not benefit all of us.

Mak was surprised that they came but the effect of so many years of absence made her feel uncomfortable to mingle around. Being the thick skinned i entertained and attended to them like those days.

But yeah, it will never be the same. The wound had healed but scar remained - ya know what i meant.

#562

So soon Ramadhan is leaving us. I must admit there isnt any great achievement for my ibadah.Class started and ended in the Ramadhan. I was very much occupied with that.

I managed to complete the financial statement. I was not sure if I would be able to complete within the time frame, was given a week shorter than usual. Alhamdulilah, thanks to ALLAH s.w.t, everything went smoothly, even SM was in good mood, she wanted me to clear the unrecorded leave given by the company before the Eid, so I will be on leave tomorrow. I'll accompany mak for marketing and off to buy the necessary items for the household.

Im putting off the research till after celebration, informed the gang that i'll be busy with the preparations. I need a break.

In 3 weeks time, 5 of us will be leaving for our short trip to Langkawi. Thanks to Mimi for her wedding invitation.

# 561

If others work hard, I have to work triple harder to be as good as what they had achieved.

I studied and revised for exams but I scored lower than those who never attended class!!

Understanding is the key word here. Study smart not hard.

Im trying ways to improve my grades for the rest of the modules...Im so clueless!!!

I almost broke down in front of everyone in the team just now...i cant even get the easiest question right...stupid or what!!

i need strategy to buck up!

#560

Had our 2nd class test today. I really hate MCQ! One word makes alot of difference and a whole different meaning to the statement. I scored 10 out of 24. Currently revising for our final class test tomorrow. Must improve.

The bond in the team is getting better except for 2 of them. I'm really glad to get to know them - not sure why but my buddy at school seem to be the minority, first it was K and now A!

I've decided to take up company law in the new trimester nxt year. A was assuring me that the paper isnt as bad as it seems. I thought of taking auditing, even Eddris becomes my consultant in giving me the advice of how to manage my study better. He encourages me to go for tougher paper in January cos its beginning of the year...i really dont see the connection leh..hahah!

I've been testing the market by sending few resumes, this time I'm applying for the analysis jobscope. So far only one company had replied, still it was a confirmation of going for the final review -> not even shortlisted.

Im looking forward to attend Mimi's wedding in Kedah in October, but I may have to miss it altogether since Mak is not keen to tag along, she insisted for me and eddris to go ahead but we used to be going out together, at least the 5 of us...Eddris was not that keen either if it falls during the examination period for Ezzaty.

Hope to be there and experience the different wedding atmosphere. and yeah, i was thinking of taking a flight but someone is keen to travel by land - its 10 hr journey! God, backside sure ache!!!!

#559

results of d final exams r out this morning.tks to ivy who alerted me. Alhamdulilah i manage 2 clear both papers but alittle let down by Tap's score. I was 2 marks away fm distinction.damn,he wld not give it 2 me. Cf is a manageable (dat killer mcq) though i was not really expecting a borderline.well,all in all i thanked Allah that i can move on 2 d other modules. My next 2 modules had started last wk, everythg is ok except 4 d teamwork,there'll bound 2b cönflicts n frictions.cant stand how youngsters work..