I must admit I am bias at times.
I jump into conclusions without prior investigatings and most of the time rely on hearsays. very bad human being!
and have been trying hard these years to be partial...my judgement is bad. but the good thing is, it is not for long. usually soonest i shall find out the truth.
earlier on in my post, i was pissed off for not getting timeoff for working/helping out in the events on my non-working days. i was wrong. just last week, SM handed me the form to indicate which day i would be taking for the time off.
Asked her, why didnt i get earlier on for the maths trails? well, it was during my working hours -duh!
and i thought i read somewhere in the company handbook that AM are not entitled for pay/timeoff?
just in time when i have to collect Ezzaty's P2 school books next week. :-) Alhamdulilah!
p/s: my probation will be over soon, and I shall be entitled for leaves. cant wait, i have 17 days to clear excluding 4 days childsick leaves and 2 days childcare leaves...and for not taking any MC for the year, i am entitled for $150 reward. rewarding for my 6 months patience - working straight up in health and sickness, for better or worse and in rain or shine.
Friday, November 30, 2007
im so sad. good people are leaving this place.
just about to feel comfortable and settle down.
the economy is picking up, i guess its the right time for them to move on for greener pasture.
next week, i shall be hearing H's voice for the last time...
we may not be working in the same department but somehow, im feeling the loss.
all the best sis...! keep in touch and thanks for all your time and hardwork here.
just about to feel comfortable and settle down.
the economy is picking up, i guess its the right time for them to move on for greener pasture.
next week, i shall be hearing H's voice for the last time...
we may not be working in the same department but somehow, im feeling the loss.
all the best sis...! keep in touch and thanks for all your time and hardwork here.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Yesterday was a peaceful day for me.
I was fasting to pay up the hutang and so it was a good excuse not to rant without people thinking i was having some kind of problems. The fact is you cant change overnight, and i think fasting is a better way to start it off.(to be a better person at work with an attitude-hehehe!)
yeah, i received few remarks like "this is the first time i see you so serious" oh...you are so focus today"...on top of not having the energy to be my bubbly and chatty self, i found out that i had to re-do the whole posting way back from July..i did not utter a word..imagine!
I assigned A to assist me the whole day...
the office was much quieter when he had lots to do and less to rant on current affairs(office matter of course!)
I hope he will get used to my way of working from now...a quieter person.
I was fasting to pay up the hutang and so it was a good excuse not to rant without people thinking i was having some kind of problems. The fact is you cant change overnight, and i think fasting is a better way to start it off.(to be a better person at work with an attitude-hehehe!)
yeah, i received few remarks like "this is the first time i see you so serious" oh...you are so focus today"...on top of not having the energy to be my bubbly and chatty self, i found out that i had to re-do the whole posting way back from July..i did not utter a word..imagine!
I assigned A to assist me the whole day...
the office was much quieter when he had lots to do and less to rant on current affairs(office matter of course!)
I hope he will get used to my way of working from now...a quieter person.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Saturday - was on duty, was reconciliating the payments and then the system died on me!
at least my half a day of working was not wasted, earlier on i managed to answer the usual query from Blurry Queen...
still got the mood to pose
We had planned for a family outing to Beach Road but was cancelled. My bro in law came unexpectedly with niece Farisha.
She's getting smarter every day, speak like a four year old when she's only 2+. Maybe, her close friends are mostly adults ...Really enjoy having her around.
at least my half a day of working was not wasted, earlier on i managed to answer the usual query from Blurry Queen...
still got the mood to poseWe had planned for a family outing to Beach Road but was cancelled. My bro in law came unexpectedly with niece Farisha.
She's getting smarter every day, speak like a four year old when she's only 2+. Maybe, her close friends are mostly adults ...Really enjoy having her around.
Friday, November 23, 2007
Sigh! Guys are not supposed to talk alot and not at all to talk big - exaggerating tiny matter to make it sound so amazing that will belittle the person who heard it.
I dont see the purpose of it.
And i dont see the benefits.
Unless, it will make all of us hate each other over nothing.
and it's because of one big mouth - isnt this crazy!
I had enough of all those sarcasms, unwelcoming remarks and cannot tolerate anymore bulls%@*!
I will try to get away with any conversation with him from now on.
The problem is HOW???
I dont see the purpose of it.
And i dont see the benefits.
Unless, it will make all of us hate each other over nothing.
and it's because of one big mouth - isnt this crazy!
I had enough of all those sarcasms, unwelcoming remarks and cannot tolerate anymore bulls%@*!
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I will try to get away with any conversation with him from now on.
The problem is HOW???
Thursday, November 22, 2007
A former colleague forwarded me this inspirational email:
MAKE A DIFFERENCE
Author Unknown
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school
by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to
the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they
had made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them
with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters which read, "Who I Am Makes
a Difference." Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class
project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a community.
She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go
out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on
the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a
week.
One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby
company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave
him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra
ribbons and said, "We're doing a class project on recognition, and we'd
like you to go out, find somebody to honor, give them a blue ribbon, then
give them the extra blue ribbon so they can acknowledge a third person to
keep this acknowledgment ceremony going. Then please report back to me and
tell me what happened.
Later that day the junior executive went in to see his boss, who had been
noted, by the way, as being kind of a grouchy fellow. He sat his boss down
and he told him that he deeply admired him for being a creative genius. The
boss seemed very surprised. The junior executive asked him if he would
accept the gift of the blue ribbon and would he give him permission to put
it on him. His surprised boss said, "Well, sure." The junior executive took
the blue ribbon and placed it right on his boss's jacket above his
heart. As he gave him the last extra ribbon, he said, "Would you do me a
favor? Would you take this extra ribbon and pass it on by honoring somebody
else? The young boy who first gave me the ribbons is doing a project in
school and we want to keep this recognition ceremony going and find out how
it affects people.
That night the boss came home to his 14-year-old son and sat him down. He
said, "The most incredible thing happened to me today. I was in my office
and one of the junior executives came in and told me he admired me and gave
me a blue ribbon for being a creative genius. Imagine. He thinks I'm a
creative genius. Then he put this blue ribbon that says 'Who I Am Makes A
Difference' on my jacket above my heart. He gave me an extra ribbon and
asked me to find somebody else to honor. As I was driving home tonight, I
started thinking about whom I would honor with this ribbon and I thought
about you. I want to honor you. My days are really hectic and when I come
home I don't pay a lot of attention to you. Sometimes I scream at you for
not getting good enough grades in school and for your bedroom being a mess,
but somehow tonight, I just wanted to sit here and, well, just let you know
that you do make a difference to me. Besides your mother, you are the most
important person in my life. You're a great kid and I love you!"
The startled boy started to sob and sob, and he couldn't stop crying. His
whole body shook. He looked up at his father and said through his tears, "I
was planning on committing suicide tomorrow, Dad, because I didn't think
you loved me. Now I know you care. This is the happiest day I've known."
The boss went back to work a changed man. He was no longer a grouch but
made sure to let all his employees know that they made a difference. The
junior executive helped several other young people with career planning and
never forgot to let them know that they made a difference it his life...one
being the bosses son. And the young boy and his classmates learned a
valuable lesson.
Who you are DOES make a difference.
Remember that!
I give you a blue ribbon.
MAKE A DIFFERENCE
Author Unknown
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school
by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to
the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they
had made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them
with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters which read, "Who I Am Makes
a Difference." Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class
project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a community.
She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go
out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on
the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a
week.
One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby
company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave
him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra
ribbons and said, "We're doing a class project on recognition, and we'd
like you to go out, find somebody to honor, give them a blue ribbon, then
give them the extra blue ribbon so they can acknowledge a third person to
keep this acknowledgment ceremony going. Then please report back to me and
tell me what happened.
Later that day the junior executive went in to see his boss, who had been
noted, by the way, as being kind of a grouchy fellow. He sat his boss down
and he told him that he deeply admired him for being a creative genius. The
boss seemed very surprised. The junior executive asked him if he would
accept the gift of the blue ribbon and would he give him permission to put
it on him. His surprised boss said, "Well, sure." The junior executive took
the blue ribbon and placed it right on his boss's jacket above his
heart. As he gave him the last extra ribbon, he said, "Would you do me a
favor? Would you take this extra ribbon and pass it on by honoring somebody
else? The young boy who first gave me the ribbons is doing a project in
school and we want to keep this recognition ceremony going and find out how
it affects people.
That night the boss came home to his 14-year-old son and sat him down. He
said, "The most incredible thing happened to me today. I was in my office
and one of the junior executives came in and told me he admired me and gave
me a blue ribbon for being a creative genius. Imagine. He thinks I'm a
creative genius. Then he put this blue ribbon that says 'Who I Am Makes A
Difference' on my jacket above my heart. He gave me an extra ribbon and
asked me to find somebody else to honor. As I was driving home tonight, I
started thinking about whom I would honor with this ribbon and I thought
about you. I want to honor you. My days are really hectic and when I come
home I don't pay a lot of attention to you. Sometimes I scream at you for
not getting good enough grades in school and for your bedroom being a mess,
but somehow tonight, I just wanted to sit here and, well, just let you know
that you do make a difference to me. Besides your mother, you are the most
important person in my life. You're a great kid and I love you!"
The startled boy started to sob and sob, and he couldn't stop crying. His
whole body shook. He looked up at his father and said through his tears, "I
was planning on committing suicide tomorrow, Dad, because I didn't think
you loved me. Now I know you care. This is the happiest day I've known."
The boss went back to work a changed man. He was no longer a grouch but
made sure to let all his employees know that they made a difference. The
junior executive helped several other young people with career planning and
never forgot to let them know that they made a difference it his life...one
being the bosses son. And the young boy and his classmates learned a
valuable lesson.
Who you are DOES make a difference.
Remember that!
I give you a blue ribbon.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Thats us and my aunt at the back @ Kak S on Friday night.Visited my aunt at Tampines, she's recovering though not fully.
She's back to her usual self, I mean being her - the friendly, loving and caring aunt I used to know.
Alhamdulilah, things happened for a reason.
Even Kak E & Kak S were chatting away like those times. I was even surprised when Kak E asked for my opinion and tips on attending a job interview. Everyone knows how witty and smart she is...so to have that coming really took me by surprise.
Aunt had been yearning for Delifrance Sandwiches, i bought 2 for her and yes, she ate like a baby who had been waiting the longest time for her milk!
Makan Besar - all thanks to Kak S' great culinary skill
my buddy @ work and also my confidate, L. yes thats kak S, behind her- tak leh duduk diam so thats y she looked like that..hahah!
2 of her 4 kids, welcoming us
That cosy corner
Completed the draft and sms-ed GM the actual vs budget. He called immediately and as always voice out my concern on any difficulties to him rather to SM. He is more approachable, helpful and patient. He is my saviour so far.
I was trying my luck to seek his assistance, i cant seem to balance the figures after 2 days. From then, i realised i could depend on him, i wont be alone to take all the craps should things dont turn right. Even Kak N confided that he's the type who is willing to step down to our level to lend his ears, to understand the situation faces and to solve things amicably amongst staff.
Okay, here the pics at kak S's.
Just when I thought its about time to delete Facebook, received invitations from former schoolmates. Nice to see them here :-)
its this time of the month, im having heart attack.
Discrepancies and wrong posting URGH!
Been trying to upload pics at kak shaikkah's on last friday.
She invited us for lunch over at her place - which was only a block away from our office.
She's defintely a white lady - Her decor - English style cottage..
really impressed how she manage to maintain the whitness of her home with 4 kids around.......
its this time of the month, im having heart attack.
Discrepancies and wrong posting URGH!
Been trying to upload pics at kak shaikkah's on last friday.
She invited us for lunch over at her place - which was only a block away from our office.
She's defintely a white lady - Her decor - English style cottage..
really impressed how she manage to maintain the whitness of her home with 4 kids around.......
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Trust is important in any relationship especially friendship.
No doubt there are times we share the joys and sorrows, but human is still human, jealousy do get the best of them.
I am so naive to think that you are okay with me, being better off than you in many ways.
Dont hate me for what i have that you dont.
Be sensible.
I am grateful for what I have and i think you should too.
No doubt there are times we share the joys and sorrows, but human is still human, jealousy do get the best of them.
I am so naive to think that you are okay with me, being better off than you in many ways.
Dont hate me for what i have that you dont.
Be sensible.
I am grateful for what I have and i think you should too.
Monday, November 19, 2007
HAWAII - my theme! and I like it!
hope you will not find it "messy" with all the blues, greens & beaches!
and the song "Drowning" by BSB does blend with the whole thing - water, beach, drown??! hehe...
till i found a better layout, it shall be it for now.
Thanks for viewing :-)
p/s: been viewing the Biatch thingy - i started to sound one...oh dear!
hope you will not find it "messy" with all the blues, greens & beaches!
and the song "Drowning" by BSB does blend with the whole thing - water, beach, drown??! hehe...
till i found a better layout, it shall be it for now.
Thanks for viewing :-)
p/s: been viewing the Biatch thingy - i started to sound one...oh dear!
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Had a mini Belated Birthday celebration for our 3rd sis - Alia.
It was a black n white theme.
Mak had asked me to cook Sphagetti Bolognese ( and if you are observant enough, every celebration, i was asked to cook this dish). I ordered pizza from Canadian Pizza and asked Ani to buy the cake from PD. She did a great job - the cake was simply yummy and appetizing.
loves the cake
Birthday gal with her beloved ones
dont leave Momma out
the loves of my life - my kids, nieces & dear nephew!
It was a black n white theme.
Mak had asked me to cook Sphagetti Bolognese ( and if you are observant enough, every celebration, i was asked to cook this dish). I ordered pizza from Canadian Pizza and asked Ani to buy the cake from PD. She did a great job - the cake was simply yummy and appetizing.
loves the cake
Birthday gal with her beloved ones
dont leave Momma out
the loves of my life - my kids, nieces & dear nephew!
Goodbye
I have deleted my Multiply account.
I have decided not to commit on so many things.
Anyway, my entry would be repetition between blogspot and multiply.
I dont really like Multiply. people passed comments each time i posted photos or entries.
i know they are being nice but not sure if those compliments are sincere.
and those invitations - more than half are trying to market their products...
Im having second thought on Facebook...its just like Friendster.
I have decided not to commit on so many things.
Anyway, my entry would be repetition between blogspot and multiply.
I dont really like Multiply. people passed comments each time i posted photos or entries.
i know they are being nice but not sure if those compliments are sincere.
and those invitations - more than half are trying to market their products...
Im having second thought on Facebook...its just like Friendster.
memoirs - welcoming E N
Pics of newborn Najmi and upacara Cukur Rambut and Tahnik which was held in Darul Ghufran done by Ustaz Abdul Aziz when Najmi was 2 weeks old.
We didnt invite anyone to witness the ceremony, but to mark our many thanks to Al-mighty for the success and the arrival of much awaited heir, we had invited closed friends 2 weeks after the ceremony , which to my disappointment had caused confusion to some who did not know any head or tale of our invitation but to put us down. Thinking that we do not have any knowledge of "upacara cukur rambut" cos the invitation came much later after the 7 days of Najmi's birth.
well, i had stated in my invitation card that it was a gathering cum thanks giving not upacara cukur rambut, so to have a reply via email (when i forwarded an article on this) even mentioning my name to be cc to her other friends and telling me off for my wrongdoing and misunderstanding the concept was so lame.
i wanted to rebuke there and then, decided not cos i know im right ...and i do still respect her as a friend.
four days old Najmi
Thanks Berita Harian, we were able to annouce Najmi's arrival
his first day
ustaz performing the Tahnik
Cukur rambut began
The certificate and the receipt - Najmi's hair were weighed and the weight of it was to be substituted for sedekah.
We didnt invite anyone to witness the ceremony, but to mark our many thanks to Al-mighty for the success and the arrival of much awaited heir, we had invited closed friends 2 weeks after the ceremony , which to my disappointment had caused confusion to some who did not know any head or tale of our invitation but to put us down. Thinking that we do not have any knowledge of "upacara cukur rambut" cos the invitation came much later after the 7 days of Najmi's birth.
well, i had stated in my invitation card that it was a gathering cum thanks giving not upacara cukur rambut, so to have a reply via email (when i forwarded an article on this) even mentioning my name to be cc to her other friends and telling me off for my wrongdoing and misunderstanding the concept was so lame.
i wanted to rebuke there and then, decided not cos i know im right ...and i do still respect her as a friend.
four days old Najmi
Thanks Berita Harian, we were able to annouce Najmi's arrival
his first day 
ustaz performing the Tahnik 
Cukur rambut began
The certificate and the receipt - Najmi's hair were weighed and the weight of it was to be substituted for sedekah.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
that's the way it is...i still cant upload pics from imac!
anyway, i think its about time i try to seal my mouth, not to reveal so much,
there are things that are better left unsaid....
it has always been that whenever i am comfortable with somebody, i will rant unpretentiously.
why oh why i never seem to learn a valuable lesson to keep my mouth shut and just listen.
i guess the song SHUT UP by BEP is dedicated to someone like me....
i should get a life and turn into a new leaf...Astagfirullah.
p/s: accompanied Ani to Singpost to courier some of her and Azimah's clothings...total of 75kg and cost her more than $800. come to think of it, quite a good rate to reach Denver by sea, eh...someone, please seal me up in that POSPAC box!
anyway, i think its about time i try to seal my mouth, not to reveal so much,
there are things that are better left unsaid....
it has always been that whenever i am comfortable with somebody, i will rant unpretentiously.
why oh why i never seem to learn a valuable lesson to keep my mouth shut and just listen.
i guess the song SHUT UP by BEP is dedicated to someone like me....
i should get a life and turn into a new leaf...Astagfirullah.
p/s: accompanied Ani to Singpost to courier some of her and Azimah's clothings...total of 75kg and cost her more than $800. come to think of it, quite a good rate to reach Denver by sea, eh...someone, please seal me up in that POSPAC box!
the K2 graduation (behind the scene)
i was on duty, unable to capture the colourful moments....
i did my best to handle the crowd..well, some parents can be so nasty!
the auditorium
my team - ushers
helping out with the souvenir bags
the show begins..hilarious dance moves from the pre-schoolers
its a wrap...i was so exhausted, my feets were swollen for standing too long - more than 7 hours...! but nothing was more annoying than to face with attitude...get a life people!
i was on duty, unable to capture the colourful moments....
i did my best to handle the crowd..well, some parents can be so nasty!
the auditorium
my team - ushers
helping out with the souvenir bags
the show begins..hilarious dance moves from the pre-schoolers
its a wrap...i was so exhausted, my feets were swollen for standing too long - more than 7 hours...! but nothing was more annoying than to face with attitude...get a life people!
Seriously, im not sure what's NOT right with uploading..
i cant upload my pics BOTH in Blogspot & Multiply...
btw, its typo error, the Family Day was held in JBP not JBB..JBP as in Jurong Bird Park.ha!
The kids had fun playing in the family park...having fun with the water park, to be exact. i was all wet, and one of the pakcik was asking if i had brought extra clothing seeing the 3 of us drenched...
well, no, we will be dried up in no time!
The organiser was very generous with the food and souvenirs. I was one of the RC team back in my NEC days, and we were very particular on these...so everyone got not more than one should. but here, we can even bring the whole generation down! (well. as long you have the coupons.- which was unlimited)
cant wait for nexy year..
on our way
welcoming all
i cant upload my pics BOTH in Blogspot & Multiply...
btw, its typo error, the Family Day was held in JBP not JBB..JBP as in Jurong Bird Park.ha!
The kids had fun playing in the family park...having fun with the water park, to be exact. i was all wet, and one of the pakcik was asking if i had brought extra clothing seeing the 3 of us drenched...
well, no, we will be dried up in no time!
The organiser was very generous with the food and souvenirs. I was one of the RC team back in my NEC days, and we were very particular on these...so everyone got not more than one should. but here, we can even bring the whole generation down! (well. as long you have the coupons.- which was unlimited)
cant wait for nexy year..
on our way
welcoming all
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Friday, November 9, 2007
just the thought of it enough to make me feel so pissed off.
there goes my only opportunity to meet up with former SCB colleagues.
after more than a decade, it's about time to catch up with each other and get to know their significant halves.
there goes my saturday.
i shall have to skip my class, forgo a date with the husband and missing out to attend a wedding.
how nice of L to put up such email "pleased to inform that you've been selected to be part of the team"
which team you may want to know?
no glam - i will be one of the ushers.
for the most unglam event - the k2 graduation.
I should be making a fuss - my duty starts from 11am to 5.30pm. I will be one of the few NOT entitled for time off for working on my off day. why so 'lucky' eh?
dont ask me why...too piss off to explain!
there goes my only opportunity to meet up with former SCB colleagues.
after more than a decade, it's about time to catch up with each other and get to know their significant halves.
there goes my saturday.
i shall have to skip my class, forgo a date with the husband and missing out to attend a wedding.
how nice of L to put up such email "pleased to inform that you've been selected to be part of the team"
which team you may want to know?
no glam - i will be one of the ushers.
for the most unglam event - the k2 graduation.
I should be making a fuss - my duty starts from 11am to 5.30pm. I will be one of the few NOT entitled for time off for working on my off day. why so 'lucky' eh?
dont ask me why...too piss off to explain!
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Eddris helped out alot and so all that should be done was over before noon.
decided to have a walk around Marsiling, i have heard alot from colleagues that its the place for good bargains...
and we left without the kids, who were in the festive mood, lazing around and watching their favourite shows. Najmi was fast asleep and it would be too troublesome to wake a sleepy prince only for a short shopping spree trip...he'll go berserk for sure!
on our way just the 5 of us- me
the ever smiling husband
and check out the sisters behind..oh Mum is also included
And so the journey started with a lookout for Eddris' pants and my much desired curtains materials (didnt get any)..
well, all of us ended in Shen Shiong and bought lots of snacks and chocolates for the kids and us ( i saw my former ITE pal, Mnoor and wife)
Eddris brought us here for some appliances and he sure took his own sweet time (without fail)
and made us all bored of waiting
so we started to camwhoring - just look at her..
and both of us - not even close to appear in Senior's Citizen Mag..ha!
Mun was already late for her appoinment with former primary school mates..dropped her off at Marsiling station on our way to home sweet home...my! i was so famished that i ate two plates of noodles!
decided to have a walk around Marsiling, i have heard alot from colleagues that its the place for good bargains...
and we left without the kids, who were in the festive mood, lazing around and watching their favourite shows. Najmi was fast asleep and it would be too troublesome to wake a sleepy prince only for a short shopping spree trip...he'll go berserk for sure!
on our way just the 5 of us- me
the ever smiling husband
and check out the sisters behind..oh Mum is also includedAnd so the journey started with a lookout for Eddris' pants and my much desired curtains materials (didnt get any)..
well, all of us ended in Shen Shiong and bought lots of snacks and chocolates for the kids and us ( i saw my former ITE pal, Mnoor and wife)
Eddris brought us here for some appliances and he sure took his own sweet time (without fail)
and made us all bored of waiting 
so we started to camwhoring - just look at her..
and both of us - not even close to appear in Senior's Citizen Mag..ha!Mun was already late for her appoinment with former primary school mates..dropped her off at Marsiling station on our way to home sweet home...my! i was so famished that i ate two plates of noodles!
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