#526 - some pictures to cheer me up

Photos of my youngest niece, Nadye on CNY.
Isnt she adorable? and that cheeks...oooh..feel like pinching them.
And not forgetting some acts captured pose by bro Naj...cycling happily in the kitchen!

We didnt get to go out much during the long stretch of holidays.
Edd was working on alternate shifts and I am still not legally able to move the wheels...not yet but soon, I assure.
Went to Mustaffa Centre on 1st dy of CNY to purhase recorder for our Tilawah Class.
2nd CNY-a family outing to Geylang, had our lunch at Galaxy cafe....hmmm.....
i wont go there again. not bad for the price but not to what we expected. i'd rather go to Adam road and eat the nasi lemak...

On a better note, I've completed the Iqra lessons, promoted to Tilawah one...will be getting our cert on the graduation ceremony soon. yep!

#525

It was traumatising!....
cant breathe, cant think straight and im totally out of control. started off bad and ended bad as well....

it'll take quite sometimes to be composed once again, i know.
im consoling myself...i cant be supertitious....

i just have to be strong, be calm and never give up!!!
yeah!! Go Ana....u r not a loser!

524

im getting nervous.tried not 2 think so much but cant help it.i guess many wld agree with me that TP test is more nerve wrecking than any written tests. In fact,my weekly tests 4 d 7 modules is much easier 2 pass through than this. Oh well,i just have 2 pray 4 göod weather n good tester who is on good mood. Im typing this via my nokia n85. Advance technology indeed! Updating my blog n facebook is a breeze.

#523

Im having 2 weeks break from lessons, lectures, classes...a good break, sure to enjoy the CNY but im dreading 29 JAN..
at the same time cant wait to get it done and over with....yeah, im having cold feets.

Since Friday, sis Alia and family slept over and the presence of my niece and nephew brought the house down.
Every other hour, I would hear screams, wailings and fights! They had left hours ago, now i missing those chaotic moments....!
Kids sure make a whole lot of difference in your life...

Thanks Alia, we had an advance mini birthday bash for me and Ani...She & Mun travelled to NP to get us a yummy chocolate cake and pies!

Its so different compared to last year, when Ani wasnt here to be with us....this year is much better!

I've got a handphone (my dream phone, must take care - cos i've lost N5310 twice but lucky to get it returned!..)...
and a hobo bag (I really like the design) from Ed!

Thanks so much everyone!
As much as i dreaded to get a year older, i definitely look forward to all these surprises!
muka tak tau malu....!

#522

1st module started and ended well. In fact, after 3 sessions of lecture, i will be sitting for the exam today @ 7pm.
I thought I will not be able to enjoy the module because this isnt the first time I study POM. In fact, barely a year ago, I've completed the module for the diploma programme.

The lecturer had done his job well by imparting tacit knowlege which cannot be found in any textbook. Most of the time, he would ask me if i felt left out mainly his jokes were in hokkien and mandarin...Told him its fine with me....in fact i understand some of it...dont even need a translator...he insisted me asking my other coursemates...which is so unnecessary...funny guy!

At times, i could sense he stop himself from making racist jokes because I was there....Im grateful for that.

I get to know the others, I was not the only one who ever took POM, in fact more than 5.
E & A are very approachable, we exchanged numbers and will definitely meet again for the other modules, POA, Econ & stats.

Im certainly the only one married with kids.
Most of them are graduates from the poly and majority are young chaps below 25! for this, i should be feeling so out of place...

#521

Najmi isnt well today, and was awarded mc. so I'm at home on child sick leave.
I'm starting school today, so leaving from home will not get me so tense...I will have ample time to board the train and reach the campus on time....

Alhamdulilah, due to no class on the CNY week, the week, Im sitting for TP will not be so packed.
Allah S.W.T definitely has better plan for me....my worries are unfounded.

Our 1st gathering of EX-PHS malay students on 28 Dec 2008 was a success, and so we are planning for a 2nd one in March..yippe!!

Thanks to FB, we are reunited for good, im sure this bonding will last till the end of time..with the help of technology, getting connected is a breeze via sms, email...etc!

And Im so amazed seeing former mates getting their degree and master on top of their career and family...
get me all geared up to complete this programme.....that's why im looking forward to the start of this lesson...not that Im the studious type but I wanna get it done and over with soonest possible..before Najmi starts his P1!

I think I'll be the last one to complete since my peers are in the mid of their final year....well, better be late than never!

#520 - SR (perempuan gila di FB)

Funny how it could end this way..

Having a account with F-A-C-e book enables you to reconnect with lost friends, make new ones and keeping touch with current ones. It does not seem to happen likewise to Eddris...

His once shorterm gf-during his secondary days found him and boy! was she so excited.

She sent personal messages twice (hows marriage, where r u working, hows life) but was not reciprocated, simply both of us did not log in to that account for quite sometimes. and went on giving preaches that being a muslim, one should not break the ties and gave her mobile number to be contacted...

Thinking that Eddris rejected to add her in his friend list, she complained to our mutual friend and that friend ask the darn question of "why are u not acknowledging her" on the wall post..(for the whole world to read)!

Adding her finally...she made repeated comments on Eddris physical changes which any sane human would not want to respond. What is there to say...yeah, he's expanded almost twice since the last time you guys met...so?

And her madness went overboard, updating her status calling us stone age people and ya know what, another asshole from their batch even mentioned "pity 2 their partner to have such thinking" - whatever they tried to put it, I have guessed as much she was frustrated that Eddris decided not wanting 2 know anything more about her - be it the past, present or future.

Well, it boils down to her eagerness to share her success - being a financial controller, drives 2 cars and raised wonderful angels who excel in sport, bla bla bla.....hoping by passing all those comments, she would want people to ask back "hows things wih you,.and so it will break the ice to her life story especially when the schoolmates have not met for 17 years....

and i thought when finally eddris updated his status - "thanks all for the comments posted, its the truth and that's why i have nothing to say" would answer her doubts....she went on to remark - thats not the Eddris we knew!
and guess what, she was even mad when I told her that my husband prefers not to say anything...- updated her status "SR does not understand why facebook user need a secretary"! such a b***tch!

cant she accept that people move on and change for the better...
and that the person she used to know is not the same person he is now....
and he does not want to recall all those memories and let alone to be your friend again.....u r just not one of his friends he wants to keep....

and so to stop all the unnecessary uhappiness being a facebook user - we decided to block her, her best friend (another b**tch who shows off her ability to use ambigous words) and an a%&hole who has nothing better to do but goes around gossiping - and he's a man, for goodness!

peace at last - what a way to end 2008!
meeting up with pyscho in less than 10 days...yes, that was how short they became facebook pal...!