#430

Just came back from the driving centre.
Registered as a private candidate.
My TP test will be on 14/08/08.

Im comfortable with the date.
Eddris was making noise that it'll be a long wait.
Its less than 4 months..what's the fuss..

yeah, initially i have targetted by June to have it done and over with.
im just too ambitious.hehehh!

#429 - the weekend

Its been a week since this blog was updated.
what was I up to?

The monthly closing is over.
Table had been turned around - the faster they want it, the more problems they had to encounter.
It was madness. Even SM had to turn up on Sat to clear the mess. I heard she was mumbling that it was not easy.
Tell me about it, its time you have to know that we are not having a good time getting orders from all of you.

Sat -We had the girl bonding time again.
We had our lunch at Pizza Hut and off to the library.
I managed to get hold of Ann Rule's copy, not the latest though.
Ezzaty borrowed 4 books - to brush up her language skill. She's picking up on her Arabic.

Decided to shop around Orchard. I was very disappointed that the mosque is under major re-construction.
Taking wudhuk at the carpark's toilet was so inconvenient. To think we travel all the way to have our Asar prayer there...
That shall be our last prayer for the day there, had enough of shopping, left for Raffles Place for Magrib. Both of us had a good rest while waiting for adzan.

Reached home almost 9pm..and what did i get for myself?
A gym ball from Toys R us..its time to flatten that tummy!

Sunday - I had my practical lesson from 8 to 9.30am
I drove all the way from Bukit Gombak to Yew Tee while my instructor dozed off..hahah!
I looked at him and said "PAKCIK TIDUR!" he was "oh yeah, termakan byk pulut lah hari nie"..funny old chap!
but it sure felt good to be behind the wheels without the naggings...

Right after lesson, waited for Mak, Naj & Edd at Kranji for our monthly JB grocery.
There was a massive jam from Marsiling all the way to the checkpoint, we were done with the immigration after almost 2 hours. phew!

I coulld not have my facial session, the salon was relocated and i could not find it at the new shopping complex!
With all the ringgits I had, spent them on magazines!

#428

My! im exhausted.
Despite the rain, we still working out in the pool.
The water level seemed deeper than last week and found myself being carried away many times.
I just could not get the movement right, the instructress had to attend to me personally.
The abdominal exercise is good but its hard to do against the water pressure.
I was too careful, afraid of getting the cramps again.
The last time it lasted for 4 days.

An hour passed too fast. I was just about to get the hang of it and soon it was a wrap up.
Me, kak S & Kak Z stayed alittle longer to swim a few laps. Not me though, I was taught the basics by Kak S.
SM was around too, knowing that many shunned her, she was pretty much on her own.
Even during the workouts, she was far away from the rest..hmmm..

I still could not get over what Kak N was telling Kak S.
N was on leave today, or else I would have confided in her...
On 2nd thoughts, why should i bother by her words, she exaggerated.
I guess I was hurt by her constant comparison...well, she's not my boss, not even in the same department, I should have just ignored. Pretend not knowing....

But i guess, I was disappointed that she still feel that way after almost a year.
i should have known better.

#427

I never thought to be misunderstood this way.
And I hate to be wrongly judged.
And please stop comparing.

There will be no peas alike.
Even twins have different personalities.
I can assured you because im one of them.

hmmm....really, why must you make a mountain out of a hill?
well, kak N, if you dont like me, can you tell me straight in the face and stop barking behind my back!

#426

I was having a casual chat with N during lunch about some stuff which she realised that Im so fed up with.
I didnt realised we felt the same way.
I thought I was confused, but it didnt seem that way now.

We can never go wrong finding refuge in HIM.
I have never felt this way.
I used to rant endlessly. aiming at no one. complaints. mumblings.
Then I realised those who seem eager to share my sort of problems were not sincere at all.
They were there for the sake of "what are friends for" but behind my back, came with ridiculous conclusions, nasty remarks and bias judgment.

Now, I tell my problems to HIM and I ask for solution from HIM.
I complain to HIM, I seek HIS guidance and I tell him what's keeping in my heart.
I know HE will not tell me instantly and for that Im still hoping.
Good things happen to those who wait.

I have yet to see the outcome but I have faith in HIM that whatever it is,
that's the best for me.

HE protects when the odds are against us.

im feeling so emo lately.
i dont know why....

#425

Just came back from our Iqra class.
Readings are getting harder but im sure with lots of practice and perseverance, I shall be able to overcome the difficulty.
We will be having tests in June and August. I scored quite well for the April test, getting full score with 2 stars.
Hopefully im getting better, highest will be awarded with 3 stars.
Im looking forward to the day that I could read flawlessly..Amin.

Somehow, during lesson, I became so sleepy, as if my eyes were glued. It should not be the case, I skipped my dinner for the lesson. SIGH, actually i should have had a bite, then I will not be so hungry...
i just had a small plate of rice....its after 10pm, and here I am eating....

Weather has been very hot, I have never sweat like this before.
I get thirsty easily and my temper is getting from bad to worse...oh no!
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I have not confided to anyone but ALLAH about my worries and thoughts.
I guess it will be between me and HIM for the longest time.

I dont even know if its okay to ask for it.
and im not even sure if HE will grant it.
Im pretty much confuse.

that's what i think...i may be wrong.

#424

Finally, I managed to get hold of the business contact, the one I sent email to.
When asked, with a wide smile , he admitted to receive my email.
hmm...some people just dont bother to respond. He had resigned but somehow the email was re-routed to his personal account.

Practical lesson on Sunday was hilarious.
Decided to engage this pakcik for the rest of my lessons.
I feel comfortable learning from him.
The only setback, he may not be available all the time..
I have to accomodate his time schedule instead.

Mak came back with loads of foodstuff..she was very tired last night.
I hope the trip was a worth one, though I know she didnt do alot of shopping, we were not there to accompany her.

#423-aches!

Im having aches all over especially on my left leg.
I cant walk properly, cant even carry Najmi that long and when seated, i could not straighten my leg like usual.
This is what you will get for not exercising for so long...hooo!

For the past week, I have been cutting down on carbo meal....
I skip dinner after seven....

Hopefully, there is positive result..so far I have lost 2kg..okaylah, not so great.

#422-water exercise

Just came back from Aqua aerobic.
It was fun but tiring!
Just before the session ended, I had cramps! gosh!

I was surprised that I could actually swim...kudos, hasana!

We did alot of paddling, running and shaking in the water...
Didnt realise an hour had passed...I have not enough actually..

the jogging regime which was supposed to start on Tuesday had to be cancelled.
It was raining cats and dogs...well, maybe it would be my first time,so the rain decided to pour on me..hehehe!

Sadly next week, Suhaidah will have to postphone, the marathon that she will join will kick off on the following day..
so she does not want to tire herself....

oh never mind, at least i still have water exercise..
lets hope SM will not turn up again for next week Aqua aerobic....lets Pray hard!

#421

Just a short update before I rush off.
Both siblings are free form HFMD - Alhamdulilah.

Glad that they've got their appetite back, and so glad Najmi is no longer that cranky, moody and temperamental kid!

Mak is preparing for her solo kl trip, well not actually solo, she'll be going with my aunts and uncles and some of the cousins. She will be the only one without her own family. We would have gone too if Eddris could take leave and drive us there. Going by coach with young childen is aliitle bit inconvenient. That's the MAIN reason why Mak prohibited us from joining her.

She will be meeting my long separated uncle,I have not seen him since I was a kid, more than 20 years now.

Okay, im finishing up on the bank entries and tomorrow I shall be able to close the account, hopefully.

They can be unreasonable at times.
I was away for almost aweek, yet no extension of dateline but wanting me to complete much earlier than usual.

Apa kau ingat aku robot kah?!

#420 - path X

First impression always lasts.
For how long, I wont know.
But I do realise crossing each other's path does not really mean a thing.

But i wonder sometimes, why are we fated to meet in the first place....whatever is it for if it's for nothing?
I certainly hope that I will be able to maintain good ties with friends that I have made, both new and old.
I hope too, to leave good impression on them.
To be remembered in the nicest way.

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I have made plan to meet up with Suhaidah tomorrow, yippee!
At least I have something to look forward to after a hard day at work.
No hiccup this time, im certain.
the last time, all plans were disrupted due to the unexpected!

Its baby boom this year, Im sure...
some are to be expected, while this particular news totally took me by surprise.
Congrats....d little one is coming..ahemmm..
not from me for sure!

#419

I've sent an email to a business contact, voicing out my initial displeasure.
After a long explanation, told him it was not a complaint but instead a thank you note for the dedication which i had wrongly misinterpreted as unnecessary.

Yeah, im not good at judging. I judge people too fast and my conclusion can be unjustifiable at times...sigh!

I hope to get a reply soon..

#418

Sungguh bengang dgn perangai anak bujang aku sorang nie...
tak boleh salah sikit, siaplah merajuk dia berjela2x.
dah lah dah berhari makan tak lalu, badan makin susut, garangnya menjadi2x....

Cepatlah sembuh nak, Ibu misses the old you.
The fun, candid and food craze boy....

#417

After almost a week, I dont feel welcomed here.
Sitting on my chair felt so weird.
Drinking from my cup felt so tasteless.
Typing on the keyboard felt so slow...everything doesnt seems right.

Flipping through those pages of untouched worksheets sent chill down my spine.
Im SO excited to dump all into the bin!

and to think that my superiors had the cheeks to flood my inbox.

dont EXPECT me to read those mails from home when im ill...*hit forehead*

#416 to be slim again

Efforts have been made but had to be postponed yet again.
I've paid for the Aqua Aerobic session and supposed to start the regime on Thursday.
I was on 2 days child sick leave, cant possibly join them after work, what with SM around(out of courtesy, she was invited to join, who knows she was interested).....

Well, no make up lesson for those not turning up, I guess i have to make do with the remaining lessons.

I have agreed to join Suhaidah for a weekly jog at YCK stadium every Tuesday nights....but not to join for the gym on sat afternoons..with alternate saturdays duties and Islamic class after that...too inconvenience.

Its a good time to start a workout schedule, better still when I have a companion...Raz is still contemplating on the idea.
Gee, ,im so thrilled on the thought of losing some weights...beside looking good,(i hope i can achieve that), I shall spare those pains im suffering now.

Those nasty aches, painful joints, supertiredness, bla bla bla...my, i sound so much older.

hmm...got to do something about my hunchback...hope not too late to straightup.

#415

Its good to be away from work...
A week of coping with HFMD, madness at work (though it was only for a day) and fighting myself against the bug..got alittle of those ugly virus from the kids. Stomach bloatedness, dizzy spells and feeling feverish.

I do not wish to think about the upcoming loads....let it be and whats gonna be.
When the tough gets going, the going gets tough...lately, things at work was just super hell!

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Have you ever dreamt of the impossibles?
Knowing too well that it wont happen but yet letting your imaginations went wild..
i guess its a way of escapade.

I have done my search and am glad to find some leads...not much, at least i know more than the basic.

#414 down to memory lane

Okay Sue, I hope this classic pic will refresh ur memory(courtesy of Suhaidah who emailed me this).
Taken when we were in P5..I think u werent in the same class. but we met up during malay class.
It was only in P6 that u, Suhaidah & ani were together in p6c and I was in p6d with Raz.
(sorry, eh raz, i know u gonna kill me publishing this photo)

See that CSPS - Suhaidah was on 2nd row, 3rd from left
(closeup)Razitah was on the 3rd row, extreme right (look at her smile)
(lagi close up)i cant figure out why we had to smile like dat,,,must be we were like "say CHEESE"...(that's me, ani, Juliyatee, CT Dzarifah & Raz)....arent we adorable..kakakah!)

#413 down

Last Friday, I was down with a fever.
On Monday, Ezzaty was diagnosed with HFMD.
And just then, it was Najmi's turn.

I had a confirmation from the school that more kids are getting them, so far it was 6 and the number is increasing.
I anticipated as much that soon Najmi will be getting it, though he showed no symptom of inactiveness and loss of appetite.
He's been cuddling and kissing big sister as usual....told them it's contagious but both dont seem to bother.

Alhamdulilah, both arent in the critical stage...except for the ulcers and spots, both are still very active, eat well, play hard and fight always. Surprisingly, Ezzaty is not down with any flu or fever. She cant wait to get back on her feet and off to school. A week mc is just too long.....

I'll be taking child sick leave tomorrow to send Najmi for another review...I hope it will be for the last one.
Work is piling up since last week...so sad that no one bother to assist me other than rushing me for almost everything.

I'll be very tight down at work...BOD meeting will be held earlier than scheduled...sigh!

#412 CSPS reunion

Raz, sorry for the late update.
Here is our pic on 30.03.08

Raz & suhaidah - still maintain! they look not much diff from the younger years, eh!
(L-R) Hasana, Razitah(pr 6d) & Suhaidah(pr 6c)

P/s: Sue, im sure you still recognise both of them...